The Yale Journal for Humanities in Medicine
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"Blazing Like
Disease": John Berryman and the Dis-Ease of Suicide
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Clare Emily Clifford
clifford@bama.ua.edu
Dis-ease is the linguistic locus in Berryman’s poetry, because as it engages the uneasy reality of suicide as a subject of dialogic inquiry, it educates us on how to heal our cultural dis-ease with suicide. The Dream Songs, and more broadly the entire body of Berryman’s work, is famously littered with speakers who are quite literally in or just out of hospitals for treatment of various illnesses. They continually struggle with suicide and dis-ease; it’s not surprising to be reminded that even “the very word suicide elicits uneasiness” (Kimball 27). While I do not intend to imply that suicide is summarily a result of disease or diseased individuals, I do want to work with the language Berryman sets forth in his work.
In “Dream Song 67” Henry, the main character and speaker of Berryman’s 385 poem epic The Dream Songs, announces that he is “obliged to perform in complete darkness / operations of great delicacy / on [him]self” (13-5). Henry effectively becomes his own physician, he is “death-wounded on the mend,” a self-healer practicing his own palliative care (52:11-2). Yet his recovery literally occurs by embarking on a narrative of his encounters with suicide. Having been “bluffed to the ends of [his] pain” Henry explains that he “took up a pencil” to write, because it is “in the administration of rhetoric… [that] the thinky death consists” (30:8-9, 10:7-9). While Edward Neill believes “that Berryman’s is not an art that thrives on health,” his assessment arguably fails to consider Berryman’s poetry within the context of what Jeffrey Berman asserts in my quoted epigraph, that “the writer, like the physician, is interested in illness in the larger context of healing and health” (Neill 272, GDNS 48).
Even when Berryman’s speakers are figured in the throes of extreme suicidality, they continue to fight against a “world so ill arranged” that it wounds, a dis-eased world in which even language is “striving to recover” from “tortured syntax” (164:9, 165:14, Shapiro 124). Susanne Kimball proposes that “Perhaps the poet is the only member of society who deals with [suicide] in such a way as to stimulate the rethinking of conventional views on the subject,” and I agree that we must rethink suicide—we must revisit and revise it (27). The subject of suicide must be dissected with patience and skill, we must work attentively with a scalpel carving away the pained dis-ease and keep suicide from reaching its terminal end.
Berryman has claimed that “poetry is a terminal activity, taking place out near the end of things,” and Diane Ackerman describes Berryman’s work as “not so much ‘ill’ at ease as terminally ill at ease” (FP 312, Ackerman 146 author’s emphasis). The first Berryman poem that I read some fifteen years ago was a Dream Song offering an “ill… book” for perusal. Not coincidently, I would argue, the poem immediately following that one in The Dream Songs opens with a direct address of suicide itself: “Your face broods from my table, Suicide” (171:1, 172:1). Berryman’s speakers repeatedly contemplate suicide—philosophically, literally via the suicides of others, and personally as they ponder their own possible fate of suicide. Such contemplations nearly always occur in conjuction with instances of dis-ease, illness, and pain. Henry’s greatest need is to understand and make sense of his pain, even to the extreme of writing with the blood of his dis-ease: “Henry stabbed his arm and wrote” (74:4). Clearly Berryman’s poetry is, as Barbara Hardy writes, a “poetry of emergency and extremity” (46). It should not appear the least bit unusual that Hardy uses the language of medicine, since Berryman’s poetry engages suicide as though it is a terminal dis-ease, an illness threatening to consume, erode, metastasize, and kill.
One aspect quite central to Henry’s concern about suicide is the fact that he has, himself, suffered the “irreversible loss” of his father to suicide (TDS). Henry speaks from the unhealed wound of his father’s suicide, addressing himself in second person as he announces that “the wound talks to you” (174:8). Henry is a survivor of suicide, grieving for the loss of a loved one to suicide, and like other narratives of suicide survivorship Henry’s mourning seeks to make sense of his loss, grief, shame, guilt, and anger. More threatening, though, is Henry’s fear that the same fate of death by suicide awaits him as well. In fact, the “entire corpus of dreams songs” is an astonishing piece of work when viewed in the dual roles of suicide pathography and autopathography of suicide survivorship (Oberg 9). By writing through and about the difficult subject of suicide, Berryman communicates how the “transforming power of art can put anything to use, even pain” (Morris 195).
Richard Sanderson explains that “because suicide is a communication rather than an arbitrary natural event, the survivor seeks to decipher it” (36). In this respect, Sanderson sees pathography about suicide—particularly of suicide survivorship—as “didactic pathographies” that educate readers about suicidal individuals and the devastating effects of suicide for survivors of suicide (Sanderson 42). Subsequently, Henry’s suicidal ideation is also edifying, despite their clinical complexity. Whereas suicidology formally describes suicidal ideation as “thinking about suicide” and exploring “suicidal thoughts,” ideators also include “individuals who think about or form an intent to suicide of varying degrees of seriousness but do not make an explicit suicide attempt or complete suicide” (Jamison 35, CTS 20). Henry is both of these, he thinks about suicide, and the possible likelihood of his own suicide. His father’s death has left him with what Jeffrey Berman defines as “the legacy—or illegacy—of suicide,” waiting for “indifference [to] come” (GDNS 41, 384:10).
In an elegy for Hemingway Henry asks to be saved “from shotguns & fathers’ suicides,” pleading too late with his father: “do not pull the trigger / or all my life I’ll suffer from your anger / killing what you began” (235: 7, 16-8). Yet equally as often as Berryman’s speakers suffer from suicide’s dis-ease, no matter how often they proclaim in first person that “Reflexions on suicide, & on my father, possess me,” asserting that “Of suicide I continually think” they are still not “entirely resign[ed]” to dying at their own hand (“Of Suicide” 1,29, 18). This is a succinct example of the “deepest ambivalence between the need to stop the pain and the concomitant wish for intervention and rescue” (Schneidman 52). This poem’s speaker considers “teach[ing] the Third Gospel” to his class later in the afternoon, and he exudes excitement about a journey to Mexico in the coming summer (13). The final line resolves the impending threat of suicide—at least for the moment—as the speaker closes by stating, “I’ll teach Luke” (30). It is nearly a saving grace that the speaker decides to teach the gospel of Luke. Luke is the apostle trained as physician and healer, whose narrative offers solace, comfort, relief to the ambivalent speaker narrating his own text of infirmity.
It is certain that the “despair & suicides” in Berryman’s poetry was dis-easing for his contemporaries to be confronted with (CP Sonnet 116: 11). Did they fear, like the mother in Anne Sexton’s poem “The Double Image,” that suicide was something to defend against like a contagious disease? Did they feel they should turn in silence from the reality of suicide, in case such a “death were catching” (89)? Indeed it is difficult for readers who know of Berryman’s fatal suicide to approach his work without having already concluded that it must be a failure. Because so many people have decided that a life ended by suicide is equivalent to a failed life, frequently without even engaging the content and craft of Berryman’s poetry about suicide they make the assessment that the poetry itself must have failed—in their estimation, quite literally—to save Berryman’s life.
I admire Steven Hoffman’s praise for poets like Berryman who he sees as “diligently attending to the diverse difficulties of living in this world,” concluding that “We can hardly ask more of our poets” (S. Hoffman 341). Equally as insightful, is a footnote of Camus’ in which he claimed that “To talk of despair is to conquer it. Despairing literature is a contradiction in terms” (Rebel 263). Though it may seem equally as contradictory to find vitality and affirmation for life in suicidal literature, I am grateful for John Berryman who claims his “Songs are not meant to be understood, you understand. / They are only meant to terrify & comfort” (366: 16-7). By exposing the terror of suicide through Berryman’s poetry, he has nursed us to health and understanding. But I am most pleased with the comfort these poems offer—they are an anodyne for our pain, a poultice for our dis-ease, inspiration for our aspiration.
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Published: November 20, 2004